Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
HELLLLO NI MEN HAO. blog's dying but aiyah nvm lah ah. sorta waiting for some more recent photos then post so that there will be more colours here. hehehh.
anwwwww, march hols are ending zzz. played one day edition netbal on sat, watched alice on sun tried to buy watch on mon w bird and bian, failed but instead got suh's pressie. picnic-ed at botanic gardens ( :D) on tues. triedddd to buy watch agn on wed w bird but failllll agn then tried studying at bishan library then met kunnnny and then ycg-ed. oh had fever also eh tsk.
thurs-sat was floorball camp! it was fun and tiring ah with all the runs. and it was a good bonding time too, w the seniorsss and the fellow juniors. :D i like being junior eh somehow hehehe.
OH, ME HAD SO MANY BARANGS BARANGS FROM CAMP THAT WHEN I BOARDED THE TRAIN HOME, ONE OLD UNCLE SITTING ON THE PRIORITY SEAT GAVE UP HIS SEAT FOR ME EH SO PAISEHHHHH. LOLLL.
P/s: dad mum grandmama went overseassssss sis at chalet, so now whole home including parent's big bed and maid are mineeeeeeeee aloneeeeeee HEHEHEH :D
P/s/s: PATRIC TALKED TO ME ON MSN ME VERY HIGH NOW :D :D
