Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
happy tchers day ooh and (self declared) soundman day :D
okay lazy me shall put in pt form.
1) went school for an hour for celebrations which were kinda /:
2) ps gave me a hairclip for tha kiu hair AHAHA
3) gave presents to the tkk tchers :D -heh me shall try not to share presents anymoreeee. woah shorten life. lol
4) Bandslam was okay. - no cute guys leh tsk
5) Sudoku/Murderer/thumbs-up at foodcourt.
6) talked rubbish at library. HAHAHA
whooo then dad sent me home. ohohoh
then listened to stories till 7. (from expired hotdog w mayo to beehoon w chicken wings and fishfillet)
HAHAHA. nearly died when me got caught. (good thing they like kinda forgot when they got back.
me woke up by a call tdy "hello ahbao, what floor do you stay at huh?" scared me siol. me quickly woke up changed and washed up. tsk nxt time wait will me wake up alr then make your way here ah. anw we had fun :D (minus the floor wet and slippery part zzz) and they left at 10.
this week's tests are asses la, BYE (heh sry pathetic post me no mood)
