Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
happy valentine's happy bday valerie happy belated birthday xinlin happy belated total defence day
thanks for all the vday presents everyone :D from the choco+sweet , flower, brownie (!!) , cupcakes, to the cards and wooden toy. very appreciated :D
had fun trying t say this quote you know you leave me breathless when you fall into my eyes HAHAHAHAHA, okay so rou ma but so fun still HAHA entertained me during fire drill.
oh and the quote that won the whtvr competition (copied from ps blog) I like 3 things. The Sun, the Moon and you. The Sun for the day, the Moon for the night and you, forever. and the whole school awwww-ed. lol the the quote belonging to P that 38. i love you ,still. and i'll love you forever, just more than ever . so hairrising. HAHAHAHAH but im goingto chant this to him every day i see him xD only to irritate him HAHA.
mel's hse is niceeeeeee. nyjc right below, ( in fact we saw their ruby training LOL) can see slightly less than a fraction of the flyer can see the moon and the fireworks (for nat day blahblah)
her dog veh cute and guai also (!!) it just barks and growls suddenly and i believe she's kinda abused by mel. (ohya btw mel has a cute bro X: HAHAHAHAHA) okay dont sidetrack.
(im watching this show and the main character is ahbao. so each time someone call her which is kinda often, i will look up. tsk so annoyingggg. ) (im still wearing my contacts and it's simce yest 630am O:)
right . dont side track anw we went to the pool thr aft sending bird off. ok fast forward. i... went into the pool.. not really by m own intention and my phone went in w me and drowned O: okay i dowan to elaborate .__.
the phone now can on la the pictures and songs are there but i cnt hear calls/ music. im using graceee's phone now. new phone ! .
my mum.. asked me to study.. hmm.. okay go now byeeeee :D
