Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
school has started yes sec4 is so ... scary/tiring/ stressful and i know it's the second official day nia.
have been staying back evd since sch reopened ( includes friday) and im going to stay back for this whole week. tsk
mon's lesson was rather slack. with the introduction of teachers, our class got quite a few good one :D so didnt do much. MrK is such a good motivator, he should talk to me evd so i will study. haiya i have alot of overdue hw undone. and all the tchers are scaring us abt o lvls (esp mr K is super successful)
ohya we had our 1st eng lesson tdy and mrP says tml have test -.- and ca1 is nxt wk!? and remedial starts nxt wk also . damn we can just stay in school. okay i think im under stress O: lol
right one gd thing that happened tdy is seeing ml :D:D twice! hehe.
maybe i should not reply those who dont reply my smses. HEH someone do you see this. i think sth's wrong with my laptop and ipod hmm..
the 12th is coming O:O:O: aye i lead such a sad pathetic life. D:D: right. stop ranting. i want to start my hw but when i see the Qs my mind is as blank as the space provided. OKAY STOP. nxt post will be happier , hopefully (: bye
