Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
didnt go for tuition cause i was late. eh ex leh go late waste money loh. spent the whole day outside ( and i didnt regret it) didnt really do much though. still didnt manage to see the legendary dolphin HAH.
right cousin's shouting and screaming outside.( right she's 8) irritating. woohoo thank god im the youngest kid at hme :DD this is once in a brown moon that they're here. shall. nver. play. games. with . her . ever.
okay. wii is the hotest thing now WOOHOOOO. right should totally go do my hitler,stalin,ww2. not forgetting my sine, cosine and tangents together with my subset proportions quad funct and also my f=ma p= w/t turing effects of forces and inertia. should totally just let go of moles metals qualitative accessment. and im proud of my bonding singapore and diplomacy.
and someone actually challenged my stickmen !! my sticks in black-and-white armour leh! right should totalllllly be sleeping till nxt time my hotshot and fatedtoloveyou :D
