Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
some kuku woke me up at 9 +. zzz she went to sch when there's not lesson HAHA went out and was late oh ya.. i saw this old granny with 2 cardboard boxes filled with cardboard boxes she was standing on my right ( the traffic was coming from the right) so when i looked over to check for cars, i saw her smiling at me. so i smiled back. then i crossed the road.
okay the point is.. for a moment i thought she wanted me to help her carry stuff lah!. haha okay nvm. shall mention this again later..
so met bird walked arnd and went to church. bird's eyes are seriously small. the toy she stole looks just like her. we had cake smashing action later. learnt not to make promises w/o thinking (esp to those who will rmb)
aye happy birthday ah anonymous/unknown.
11/10 didnt go for h.s went for some sound thing. didnt uds alot of things. lol. like seriously. i knelt there looking blurly. haha nvm.
12/20
i wasnt late HEHE. didnt go sushi-making cause they at ky hse. church clique came my hse to play boxing. TEEHEE FUN RIGHT!. send them to the mrt station. OH and i saw the granny again while walking there, this time she had the ntuc trolley.
then while walking home, i saw the granny another time. AND I HELPED HER PUSH THE TROLLEY HOME. okay till under her block.
anw. the most imp point i must say is.. I LOVE MY MAKAN GANG LAH.
cause i didnt go, they dabao for me. WOOHOOOO. and ahbian made home delievery :D it looks so cute i cnt bear to eat it. have variety somemore. ( inserts wide wide grin)
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TADAAAAAA :D (the picture doesnt do justice to it but at least can see the variety)
P/S i just got ps-ed by bird. o.0 stupid bird dont know how many times already.
nvm. chomp chomp tml :D i made new/old friends :DD BE HAPPY PEOPLE. BYEBYE
