Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
1) bert is horny. 2) bert has short tongue. 3) i've got many blur classmates 4) and a few aunty ones too. 5) everyday at least will have someone will ask about my hair ._. 6) keeping laughter inside will cause heart pain. 7) over laughing has the same effect ._. 8) homework is killing me. 9) i dont know how in the world are we going to make a mv.
went to j8 on thurs with bert and xl. "...ke yi bang ta tuo." lmao. so hornnnnyyyyy. bert was reading " buy three get one free" ,which is a tag on the undergarment, out loud. then a saleslady walked past and stared at the three of us. TSK. so embarrassing. okay, many more funny stuff happened. better not say la. right bert. xD
went j8 again yest with ky, widjajajajajaja and nut was tlking about some horror stuff. HAHA. so funnnn. okay whatever. did math and fell aslp. heard frm them that we were chased away o.o then we went to walk arnd. ky bought some stuff tookthe price tag and stuck it on eunike's hair. we were like giggling but eunike didnt realise. bz: eunike is so cheap. eunike : /shows o.o+ :O face all:/laughs. since e still had no idea, kuku decided to take a photo of it to show her. we passed the phone to her to see. e: is that my hair?? all: /lmao then ky turned aound and nearly banged into lady. they were like at the position before kissing. xD okay. shut up.
