Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
i've got bad friends. TSK i just cut my hair. and i hoping it doesnt look like my sec2's. though i think it kinda looks like straight fringe. okay shut up. i still have photos to reminisce.
see-ing laoma's blog reminds me..
went out with bert and xl random uncle walks up to us and asked btw we were walking while talking. you'll soon uds why. xl was walking in front and the two of us behind.
(the following conversation happened in mandrin) uncle : what school are you all in? the 2 b's : anderson uncle: jc ar? 2b's : no la. we are still in secondary school. uncle: orh. she normally walks that fast ar? (refers to xl) me : ... er . ya.. uncle : okay. she very tall hor. (like obviously). that's why i thought you all are in jc. 2b's : okay.... uncle : she eat until grow so tall, then you all eat until so short ( ??!!??! wth) pissifying please. thus we walked faster.. the uncle was still talking lah. TSK. and bert dont know why still entertained him. so after pestering from the lift to the precious moments, finally he left. we very short meh?! ( dont ans, ty)
