Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
i know i havent blogged in a long time. too engrossed in the videos. dont feel like blogging about the camp. everyone seems to have done that. overall about the same thing lah. had fellowship, fun and we're all real holy. i seriously think that malaysian roads are not my kind. everytime i puke on the bus, i will be in malaysia. .__. no offense. xl please dont kill me.
awwwwww. the holidays are ending. ): left with the last trip. AHHH. talking bout that .
for your own sake, read the small fonts on the paper on whatever you're going to sign. and dont believe everything the staff says. because of not doing that, my dad had to pay $1376. !@#$%^&*. i have alot of plans on what i can do with that money loh. we went for the briefing _ blarders organised . then they made us walk from this place to another. chicken macnugget loh. i have this feeling that they are zha pian ji tuan. tsk. okay. chillll.
bought new bag. and i miss sch. okay. not really. sec3 sounds/looks scary. and recess is so much later ))): okay. shut up. byebye
