Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
tag replies. sarah: ahbao! i'll miss u! - i'll miss you too laoma ! kunyan: ahbao bao bao bao bao xD ur papa's car so fun sia xDDD gong gong is not nicee xP -kukukukukukuku. lols. issit. i think its okay. gongon is nice. that was just a bad experience. nut: hoho...STIL DARE SAY U BULLY ME SIA! :( anw, i've talked abt u in my blog. ha. dun cry when u read ok? xD -why dont dare. i somehow dont mind. lols. nahh. didnt cry. peishi: MUST GO OUTTTTT! - same thoughts! xP CHRISTINE: i'm going to miss 2-2! hahah. & WAHLAO! I'M NOT ONG2! IT'S CHAIHAO! -.- -im going to miss 2/2 too. ahhahas. your his partner.so same la. nut: cbz, i'll never forget u. due to ur scoldings EVERYDAY and suanning EVERYDAY. :( - i know you'll miss me. peishi: zaff drew tht pic & he drew ahbian :D - oooh. okay. heh. ahbian. suhui: BOOOOOO. lol. - lols. hello. IzyanR.: Aunty will miss ya! ;[ - i'll miss you too aunty ): xinlin: i think we are united to a crazy extent , we find joy and fun in cleaning classroom :{ and thats very sad because there goes our guardian tree :{ - yah. 2 yrs passed so quickly. xinlin: did you post the gongon post to make suhui and me jealous???? >[ :( >: -hmm. that might have played a part . xP suhui: haha okay. so we got half a month appointment ah :DD eat like siao. -yayy. whenwhenwhen? whrwhrwhr?. okay you got me excited in the middle of the night. mouse: yahyah right you very nice. :x and funny (: ohh dont bother abt keeping the pics if u wanna save ur phone memory :x - i know im nice. so u want me to send it to u so i can save memory space right. shuld i post it? shuld i shuld i? xP suhui: you watch gameplan today ! ): sadddd - why sad sia. not bad. but i still wanna watch the bee movie xP. suhui: okay luh, ty for letting me grab you. hahaha. i shld ask you to go est coast everytime i go -heh. sounds so mian qiang. lols. is this supp to be a good thing or not. ._.
