Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
okay. class chalet is over. 3d2n sounds long but it passed very quickly lehh. i shall post that soon when i hafta time. long one. i woke up at 1+. cause sister passed me the phone which g called to wake me up. ~!@#$%^&*( then she left. watched game plan. not bad. talking about father and daughter thingi. g : forget about it. i wnt bang the wall and die. (: then soon left for home.
brief talk about chalet. (buey tahan) - everyone went (: - didnt ton but slept on the floor for 2 days. - found out some people who are (adj) when they sleep - mr& mrs Wong are like so cute. - evt is fun as long as you are with your friends ((: - sean can be so sweet. xP ( forget bout the -1 cookie point thing ) - my bag was so heavy my left arm and right shoulder muscles are aching. - my fingers have blue black cause of playing snap. cons of being fast. - ky has a sexy voice ever since ktv. ( she sings cutely xP) - chaihao's somehow sounded like stef sun.
east coast park. - we walked a long way b4 we reached. - i was a really nice person tgt w ps. (appreciate it okay) - innocently i had booboos. - sh fell twice - she grabbed me after felling twice all the way till we returned the eq. - we walked a long way again b4 finding a bus stop . - I TOOK A VERY CUTE PICTURE. (serious resemblance)
