Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
im flying on mon ): it feels so sudden and the briefing made me feel so unprepared. it's going to be at budget terminal (missions deh, not excursion) still, i wanna visit T3. looking at the very nicely decorated itinerary, MANY PLACES FOR FOOD LEH! :X we go like super cool places for meals too. eg - lunch @ waterfalls . xP
and we go outreaching at university(!!) super cool right. we gotta perform a pantomime for abt 3 times. nvm lah. since im an angel xP! we're going to the trible places too. im praying that human flesh is not in the trend now there.
anw i bought crumpler bag already ((((: its supp to be to bring for all my cross-waters visits. it black with some yellow by the side. i rmb one saleswoman told me that there isnt this design -.- went to buy at orchard, shopped arnd with sis. hehh. evt she wanna buy, mum says we have it at home. LOL. then she said since we had evt we can open store. hehhhh im happy enough with the bag.
this post is over many days, every day a few sentences. lol. so its tml that im flying.i have not packed anything yet lehhhhhhhhh! okay. i reckon most of us havent. right? :/ and im going to zuxiankia's hse to load songs 1st. pastor tried to scare us by telling us scary stuff luh, reminding us abt the korea missions. ._. and that the bed there are norm filled with bugs and there are mosquitoes in the room which are by the hundreds. .__.
anw if you all dont how what is " cross-waters", its "over-seas" im a ex noob wannabe for contacts wearing (: and i bought books for sec3 liaoo. [uds liao? dumbdumb xD] super thick. science alone have 10 ._____. i screened through them and i doubt i understand them. and xl said they are sec1's work !? aye forget it.
we won for canvas art. WHOOOOOOTS. okay. shall put the pic up soon. after the trip then i put lah hor?.
ate today with the usual 3. i thing we can call ourselves the makan gang. xD seafoodddd againn :DDDD i somehow think the seafood there is overall nicer leh. compared to laopasat. esp the gongon xP. super nice ((((((:
i think evt is alright now, right? i wanna see happy people when i come back yo. (: okay. i wanna go pack ((((((((: so exciting yo. i will post my itinerary to tw sooooon okay. dedicated to someone . teeheeeexszx.
