Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
replies xinlin: yeah! I got hungry when i got home !! and oh no , im not gna go sch , i cnt see you tie hair! D: - LOl. samesame uh. that's so gay. dont see better. Ernest: YES> friendster is getting a lil too assy. -great. someone to think the same thing as me. IzyanR.: Hahaha Im in holiday mode too, dont wanna go sch boo xP -ayee. lols. 3 more days then no more. no more two two ): suhui: bad dreams are bad. haha. thats why they call bad dreams hor. i talking to myself, nvm. IM SIAN -i thought bad dreams are called nightmares? no link leh? LOL. you no life kidd. cch: peishi is super white? sounds offensive when u translate into chinese - wapiang. that was supposing to be an innocent comment. tyvm. xinlin: hahah chaihao why you think so much [x and ahbao you must wear contacts t sch tmr k! :D -yaloh. think so wrongly also. he must be laughing/screaming at home when he saw that. i wear on weds bahh. haha. peishi: stupid chaihao -.- im just white, dunnid translate to chi :/ -yahloh. xP. that was an inno comment lohhh. nut: ha. pei shi chao ji bai...xD -leaving it in eng is enough. no need to be so clear. lol ber: i wanna see you with your contacts! ((: I ALSO WANT CONTACTS. - wed okay. lols. go make luhhh. xinlin: i hate your resultssssssssss. - why man? you overall still win me lo. chicken backside. highest in clique lo. happy lo .xP
