Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
mm was okay. sat till my butt ached -.- xl and ky ps me to wear the stinkaye class tee .. we bought too many makan stuff till we couldnt finish. and the people saw mny very cute baby pillow and bolster. teeheezsx. okay. the movies were fine. but some of them like goal2, which im totally not interested. had movies like alone, the maid, goal2, mean girls blablabla. during goal2 we went to another room to see spongebob (: was like falling aslp.. played game. slept a little during the secret. but woke to see the piano part. then slept again. lols. time passed quite quickly soon over.
today was get back paper day. my most-confident was maths (heh) and the least was d&t (heh!) okay. the going throught of the papers gave me the idea. but really lehh. maths i got 89 and i failed my d&t paper. like WOW right. who else can fail d&t. okay. im kinda proud that i failed d&t. everyone gave the that O.O face. im quite happy with the results for term4 leh. (: (xl pls dont stone me) the rest of the year pulled me down.
this is this term's. science. section A :26/30 section B : 29.5/40 section C :26/30 total : 81.5 history. section A : 19/20 section B &C : 63/80 total: 82 geography. section A &B : 30/40 section C : 52.5 /60 total: 82.5 literature. section A : 15/25 section B : 15/15 total : 30/40 english. compre + vocab + summary :29 /50 compo + letter : 36/60 chinese. letter writing: 10/20 compo : 28/50 compre etc : 40.5 /70 listening 18/20 design & technology. paper : 24/50 mathematics. paper : 71/80
okay.. BERTRICE I WANNA KNOW YOURS TOO. i cut my hair and its like so short now. half of my fringe and the hair covering the neck is gone. i feel.. naked. lol. and like a kid ._. DAMN. why do we hafta make so many choices in life ): lit/hist. 3s1h/2s2h. phy/bio. sch/no sch . chicken backsideee. should i fall sick tml? shuld i shuld i shuld i?? ): ohyahh. ms thoo sang during lesson XD. okay. ciao
