Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
kbox was fun. but ex. heh. nvmm. today was out with ky and nut. wait. i wanna complainn. the two kukus stay in AMK and is still later than me who live further and woke up 15 mins b4 12 ( the meeting time). chicken backside right. the one who set the time was the latest. went queensway 1st. evt there was super man man. ( read the last 3 words seperately and slowly) checked prices. went to bugis. checked prices again. on budget lehh. i wld buy evt and save the trouble. if only im rich. window shopped today. still happy ((: kuku and me are gonna wear very alike. teehee. some diff if not i wld look like the kid going out with my momma. xD shopping soon. i hafta save money again for EOY holidays. ._. i wonder how sia. SCH REOPEN NO MORE SHOPPING & EAT OPP TO SAVE MONEY ((((: okay fine. dont think i can do it.
i bought new specs and contacts liaooooo. $255 -.- people keep laughing at my dream. fine i dont blame you but can laugh softer ._. and its a dream not ambition. have difference one. im going to work with momma tml. needa wake at 7++. who wake at that time during holidays luh !@#$%^&* momma wants one. so fine . im so guai (: okay crap.
replies. nut nvm la. 2 year once nia. peishi not our fault also leh. he was SO much louder (: still scold us ... xinlin HAHAHAS. tyvm ah. then suhui shall die with kiven and neighbours forever. you can blend in with the trees in Malaysia la. hide xD kristy tytyty. very long nvr tag liaoo. ((((((((: shiqi eh. not lahh. very common what. just that i lazy use tagboard reply. here easier ((: phyllis yeahhhh. tml last day of marking day holis. nvm still be happaye yea ;D izyan thankyeww auntiieeee (((: seeya in schhh. nut heh. since when inno was used on you? ;X okay jk. suhui no you are not. xD xinlin LOL. funnaye. okay.nxt tym give warning.LMAO kunyan sad lo. hope nxt year same class ((: ayee. you admitted it. you are blur and you wont fail. hahahs. hadi okay. soon. ((: melissa teo hello. yepp. the one in pri sch sitting in the same row bullying leon tgt? xD okay. soon ((; vivian hello. i knew it! xD
