Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
the focus is the people behind cleaning the whiteboard. not xl smiling spas-ly. they're removing the tape last year's 2/2 left on the board. jiachin mopping the walls random pict i found on the table. i cnt rmb who drew it? mdmHee catching wangzhe's phone yongjia wiping the idk what ky scratched the hand while cleaning the windows people cleaning the walls. so united eh? girls cleaning u aft the cleaning the classroom last time. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3P7w2X7cfU
like oh come on. which other class mops their ceiling and cleans that white thing. aye. even cleaning the class room becomes fun ): . i'll miss sitting near and fighting the curtians during exams. miss staring out of the classroom windows to see the "bloom-twice-a-yr" tree (not that true) but still very pretty. miss the random big winds. miss the laughing. miss the disturbing of the teachers. miss staying back tgt to do stuff like class flag. miss laughing at each other's stupid mistakes when tchers read them out. okay. this is more for the clique. i'll miss going down for recess tgt. miss thinking of what to eat and where to hang out.miss going to each other's house even if it was to sleep. miss baking stuff tgt or even watching them bake. miss mugging tgt even if we will meet weird people. miss the readiness to lend each other money when one is broke. miss going out to shop/eat /play. i'll miss playing ji-gou-pa. miss laughing at each other's kuku-ness. miss the waiting for each other to hand in stuff or for my efl duty. miss taking retarded photos tgt. miss crapping. miss singing tgt (maybe not). miss crapping of anything under the sun. miss suaning each other and those meaningless little quarrels. miss going to sch tgt even it was to hand in a piece of paper.
okay stop here. if not T.T. aye. even if cry also wont say one la.
"different kind of friends will come through your life at different periods. they come, they leave. and they imprint their footprints. just that some are deeper than others. but there's always one kind of friends, that will always be willing to go through thick and thin. all these kinds of friends, aren't bad. no matter they hurt you or not. it's just your way of handling it. if you can be a good friend, it will definitely be alright to all circumstances."- got it from christine. not 2/2's.
anw in the morn, izyan auntie read a note to msThoo as she was retiring. cld rmb how much i hated her last time, but she's alright. in the end she sang for us again. tgt with another retiring tcher, mrsLim , mrAng(dm), mjrChong(om). like so cool please. which sch's dm and om sings for the whole sch uh? and they were like so cute + the forgeting of the lyrics thus becoming lalalala or joining lyrics from another song.
steamboat-ed with ky,ahbian and ahlin. not bad la. ky caught our attention the whole night xP. oh boooooooo. (not related to the post but i just wanna put it. dont uds nvm). there was this uncle guy came telling us to get onto his van and he will send us to the steamboat place for a dollar per person. he sounded so much like he wanted to kidnap us and the van isthe one used in shows where they abducted kids. live prawns and crabs are funnaye. i took 2 videos and ahbian is so funnaye. funnaye stuff happened and was said. like ky : we are kuku people that need to eat nore mo gu to be more cool. she was really random that day. and ahbian : i want to eat cork (cook pork) when wasked her if she wanted to eat pork. okay the statements were reminded to me by xinlin's post. ky kept flooding the steamboat-thing with butter. somehow xl,me and ahbian kept getting scalded by the butter. then ky : eh. this time like my first time not getting attacked my the butter leh (in chinese) then us : o.0 + zzz we managed to finish what we took leh. i still like the chicken the best. eating gongon w/o toothpicks is so cannot make it. OHYA. ahbian ah! tsktsktsk. dad waited for us to finish our food for abt 15min. not bad leh for a short tempered guy like him sent them home while watching Fantastic4.
the focus is the people behind cleaning the whiteboard. not xl smiling spas-ly. they're removing the tape last year's 2/2 left on the board.
jiachin mopping the walls
random pict i found on the table. i cnt rmb who drew it?
mdmHee catching wangzhe's phone
yongjia wiping the idk what
ky scratched the hand while cleaning the windows
people cleaning the walls. so united eh?
girls cleaning u aft the cleaning the classroom
last time.