Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
black2+white2+green2 same height lehh xP kuku. i dont know what we are doing.
last day of sch
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two2 <3
no more 2/2 ): last day yesterday. more pictures but blogger dowan to let me upload -.- Being with 2/2 have been funfunfun. the enthu,smart,athletic blablabla people. winning certs,champion class, having fun in lessons. aye. so sadd. i'll miss laoma as chairman and chaihao as vicechair. miss having sci practs where we bully hazel tgt. miss crapping tgt then laughing at nth (and the laughter is contagious). miss the clean classroom. miss the cooperative lesson time (not to forget mdmHee's quiet ones). miss that time we went into maths grp w/o mdmHee wanting it, making her happy. miss the cheering whenever anyone of us or our class wins sth.
ahh. i shall stop here. cont with the cleaning of the classroom nxt post.
black2+white2+green2
same height lehh xP
kuku.
i dont know what we are doing.
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2207<3
