Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
mon's lesson is as mundane as ever. mrYong is farnayyee. he was giving an example of topic sentence. mrYong : mrY is not scared to tiger. not scared of lions. not scared of tables. not scared of chairs. so the topic sentence is? class : mrY is lyingg. mrY : nooo. it is mrY is brave. LOL. i was assulted 4 times by the hazelang during pe. whacked by her hockey stick. if i had not blocked the few sticks aiming the face. i dont know what would have happened. i pity suhuing. xD but it was still supprising fun. screaming gayly at everything.
okay. ive been really a good girl for the past few days. doing hw at night though with the comp beside me. i still have many many undone though )): my waist very suan today idk whyy. okay. sh hse yest and ahbian's today. this two days havent been doing much hw. my plans are to try and complete hw by this week. finish hist nxt week. try to start on the rest. AND NUT SHUT UP ALREADY BOUT WHAT YOU'VE STUDIED! not interested. tyvm.
