Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
dad played hide-and-seek with me using the modem again.
okay. nth much to blog.
everyone seems to be mugging yrt im in front of the comp. heh
nvmm. i enjoy spending time with tha comp.
since nth to blog to post pictures.
took from xl and ps blogs.
okay. i didnt know my hair is that short from the back. and im definately taller than sh. many events in church and its the exam period. and randomly i thought of sec3. heh. it would be muchmuch busier than now i suppose. and church.. ayeee. since when did cbz think so far ahead. NVM. at most... XD.
damn the hw mannzxszxs. they say some give quality not quantity, some quantity. how come the ones we get are from both worlds?. SADDD, all the papers have like __ blanks on them. hehh.
exams not here yet (though soon) not prepared for them also. but my holis are planned already :D:D so looking forward :DDD. okay nvmmm,
anw dont think i will be blogging much once the exams come. not that i dont want also, but the dad confirm go hide it some where else also.
