Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
yest. went j8 with the laopongs and nut and ahbian. funny encounter. sounds abit sick. so kids under 13 and esp sick people dont read :D
zuxian pulled me into a departmental store, b- section. she stares and looks sround for quite a while. she said dont have. so she wanted to leave. all along there was a sales person behind. so i asked her to ask. then she say shy -.- so i helped and asked xP.
me : excuse me, she wants to buy bra. zuxian embarrassed-ly cont the convo. lets not go into greater detail. dont get the humour, nvm xD
it was supposed to be she pei-ing me to go study.
but in the end,
dono what time then i managed to do that.
maths was so boring and chim.
hahs. nut left soon. and the three of us fell aslp b4 leaving. lols.
today.
concert was fine.
i sorta like my seat.
spacious, so can strech my legs.
hahs.went out with toh, wk, leon and ahbian.
trained down to ew line.
then up again to bugis.
that's how lame we are -.-
watched toh play the psp through out the long ride.
watched the simpson's movie.
was toning there.
i think its okay though people thought it was nice.
okay. nvm.
seated in the cinema.
then a girl came over and asked if we were sitting at the wrong seat.
and we were -.-
a line back.
its okay ahbian. that added laughter into my life. xD.
aft movie then trained back to sbw -.-
galaire-ed.
wk was sharing r- jokes. lols.
then we went to order.
the person was explaining some things to us.
[name her as A].
she spoke dam fast so we didnt understand.
then she asked if we understood.
and wk, ahbian and i went " um...um... yahh..."
with that face.
went back.
then leon and toh's drink took very long.
[appearently they forgot]
then leon asked for a feedback form.
lols. said among ourselves only la.
so he told A that he waited very long.
so she went on to try get the drink.
while she was walking, leon went,
"she also abit tomboy hor"
when she was not far away and in his quite loud voice.
damn ps lah -.-
then wk went " she also is working for a pay de. no need so mean"
or sth like that.
like LOL. aft A got leon his drink,
leon went again, " i think she cut slope lo"
ans we went lmao-ing.
chatted there. hahs. the last time was p6? dont rmb.
