Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
okayyy. cass's post cheered me up alotttt. or rather entertained me."
"lol n i saboed her too wel to defend my self i kinda pushed bz on the floor and and she got up and smashed the whole plate of cake on my face !!!! and i put the cream all over her face too hahas so we decided to go to the toilet to wash up ..and well i kinda almost brought bz into the boys but nvm well when i wanted to u turn i bang to bao zhen and i fell IN THE TOILET under the sink !!! EEEWWW SO DIRTY CAN but it wasnt so so dirty la thank god for that and than i could'nt get up caause it was too slippery thank god shin min came on time to help me up ..and bz was like laughin instead of helping me lor and and she said she laughed till she almoste wanted to pee in her pants hahas lol k n my specs are slanted due to that fall .. k and everyone was laughin at me .. "
okay, that was quoted from her. i didnt follow her into the boys toilet okay. good thing i walked slowly because i took out my specs. and the bang into me thing have sth wrongg. she was coming from the girls toilet direction. she missed a small kerb and fell after turning one round. the toilet looks sth like that [try picturing in your mind], from the top view, mens on the left, mirror in front, ladies on the right front. and i TRIED to pull her up. but both of us were laughing so hard [of cause she is louder] and i didnt have the strength. thus, i stood there, she sat there, both laughing like idk what. then shimin came in, pull her up, do dono what and left. so cool huh -.-
and about my results so far. all 6x oneee. so suck please. and for lit, i nearly fainted. okayyy. exaggeration. actually i could get like 71. ohkay nvm. im making myself feel stupid only. tskkkk. dont know is deprove or improve. i still dont know what combination to takeeee.
and i think my new hair looks kuku. how come evt i cut hair i will look kuku huh. i dont want luhhhhh. stupiddd.
tchers' day celebration rehersal is okay luh. the videos are rather touching bahhh. but the singing thingithingi is ... no comments. okay. stop here. if not i will see no one at the celebration and the efforts are for nth. okay crap.
anw i didnt get to eat my donuts with a hole in the middle nor bakutteh. okay. c r a p. okay. better off.
