Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
okay, the dad confiscated the modem like AGAIN. and i bet he is going to ask me to off it soon -.-
okay. im goin to try to rmb what happened.
ohya. mswong popped. and its at.. 3.47am i think. todayyy. ashlynn wong yu shan i suppose. her name is long. and i think her chinese name is hard to write. mrswong says its cause both hers and mrwong's are long and hard to write, so she dont care. LOL. andandand, she not gonna teach us anymore. sadd i think. chapter6 has been..erm.. the boys in the class have been [adjective].+hazel. chaihao: i have a video of "porn" in my phone. everyone : o.0. chaihao shows. people stare. then people realised that ch was talking about pond. not porn -.-
i am like so nice on wed. aft sch went for cca. waited then went with a to cyberlab. went in. they had committee meeting -.- and with me were 2 juniors. argh. nvm. this is not the main point. main point is i waited for ahbian till 6+ like wow. i had this im-so-nice feeling that day. hahs. went with nut to the court and studied DnT. okay. fine. i was stoning. left side have the bball people. in front have the volleyballers. ohman. who wld study. :X. nut left much earlier. stone.stare.talke.laugh.study.X259o6287563.
they came to my hse earlier. wanting to see the dog. xl is still screaming sh got so scared when miko yawned and moved towards her and she cried. she fell aslp again. -she does that almost everytime she comes.
classphoto was... i dont know how so many people saw it -.- i miss mrtay. and perhaps mrswong soon? 0.o the results suck please. 64. suckkkkkkk. okay. better off cause the dad is goin to take the modem away again if i dont. /suck even more.
