Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
happy birthday to eunice and elysee ;D:D anw please vote for andersonics at http://gdev.nyp.edu.sg/docs/sgcc/registration/VotingList.php voting ends at 12noon, 7 sept. help yea ;D tyvm. the people who made em have to stay back i think 6 out of 7 of the sept holiday week. poor things.
mrneo was so weird on fri by asking me so many weird Q's. and i didnt know what to ans, so my replies were like. "never thought of it before." the quiz was fine. good thing we have a teacher and scholars. hoho. but... nvm. i seriously think jerry is trying to blackmail me with the pictures. argh. im sorta regretting doing it even though many people says its okay. i realise that many of us are goin to cut hair this weekend. shawntok won campus superstar2. dad : they lost to a 13 year old kid xuan's birthday is coming yet i have nth to offer -.- she made such an elaborate one for my14 yet i've got nth for her 16th. i know she doesnt mind a belated one, right?
replies to tagg. suhui : stop saying you're gonna fail then in the end score betta then me. >[. jlong: ? hello? what's with the idiotic green monster thing huh? baofang. hello. are you the one from rzone? ((: jialin l audrey l> :hello :D. hahs. can use during EFL one meh? we never tried it b4 -.- [failed sttempt on trying to draw a bracket-.-] sarah l cass: heyy. the next time you bully me i shall tell him. xD. green monsteR? clarissa: dont remind me.. christine: ohkay. thank you still ;D ber: hahs. i dont think you have much chances. nut/claire: shutup about it already. suhui: hahs. too bad her paw isnt big enough to cover it. and it okay wad since she has small teeth. thus nth is going to be done about it, so you should build on you courage more. xD and why are you always offline when im online huhh. kunyan: ahkun ahkun ahkunnnn. i consider xD. cass: lols. we see each other 3 times a week lehh. and we haven taken the not-so-right pictures yet xP. i miss playing minesweepers with you too (: get your butt online soon.
