Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
nut didt come to sch. ms thoo too xD. did the wood during dnt. math did elc. chaihao popped the popper intended for invest. and it went a big BANG. xD. then adyln looked sian.
mdmHee: you very tired ar? adyln:no. my ea very pain. mdmHee: why? adyln: coz he go pull that thing. xD
mrNathan mistook ahlin for a sec3NT. like LOL. went to hall. was so stuffy inside. on only some fans. close window and close door. didnt on aircon. use weird mic. went class for half an hour lesson. new tcher. looks like so fierce. went in. saw her walking arnd, posture like damn staight. teached on eggs. made us all dam hungry. she told us her name aft i asked her. LOL.
msHu: what are eggs to M& BB? us : FOOD!.
like LOL. hungry people talk like that. then tok bus. saw msHu on the bus. went to hub tgt. with msHu i mean. she so [i dont know how to describe]. dare to go out with a group of students like us. went to kopitiam. and she looked aft our bags cos she's not eating. [her fren bombed her] xP. than ate. and there was like this tall guy. he sat beside us. his legs were long so he stuck them out while crossing them,. according to ngshhh, he was looking at his fingernails. using another hand to support that hand. which means gay-ly. and he kept looking ver to our table. making hair rise -.- ohwell. left soon. ahbian: SHE has nice hair. hahs.
soon msHu left to find he fren. and we were so not interested to stalk her lo -.- then went buy drink then went back.,
slept and woke at 7+. thought xuan not going go took my time and bathed then change into home clothes right aft i sat down. aft my shower, xuan called. she say take taxi there and to go down straight away -.- so changed and did the nessary then go,. they were like there eating halfway. funny time while eating. jasmine was bullied :X then followed them to play bball. i was the one warming the floor. went home at 10 goin 11. photos soon.
today. morn. freaking ps can. okay. im not the most innocent one. lols. then mass workout. boring w/o mrsA. ahlin didnt bring phone. like WOW? was filing and sorting my stuff during eng. retarded though. using my noob holepuncher, it cnt punch through unless have big force. so i had to stand up and press then can. was like tryin to find ways when msT wasnt looking. then stand, press, sit then act innocent. there was liek once that i just stood up and when i wanna press, she turned back -.- so i quickly press then act inno and sit. hahs. reataded correct liao. threw dice during math. no chance to buy the cushion one yet. boos. did the practical during sci. chat with mrsWong. she moving to somewhr near ahbian soon. LOL. slacked during chinese. aft sch choing geog. then went locker. then went to take bus to sbc. funny la. hazel pressed the bell and the freaking diver didnt stop. darn funny -.- then walked to sbc. was like reached there, sit on the floor and stone. russel was dam tall. lost anw. saw many pri sch people there. saw jingying. =D. havent seen her for about 2 years. her fault. she changed alot man. hahas. cnt blame. followed the sch bus back. thanks to adam? for letting his seat to me although i insisted on not sitting. the whole bus was screaming at me to sit. hui shy de. -.- so didnt go.thanks anw =D. stupid ky. went back sch. waited for ky and xh. they took like LOOOOONNNG to talk which they went dam far to do so. so we decided to go canteen. hazel is an idoit. and i dont like her -.-. then went court. mvp ask us to go. in the end nut dono went whr and i sat like in the sun watching them play. LOL. stoning there. the nut is seriously an idiot. then moved into the shade. stone somemore,:D ky & nut: there is lik bballers everywhere and u ask me play ball. ps lo. -.- took some pictures whe they playing. boredddd. then waited for ky and watched vball. mrN tried to receive a ball but he fail and falled. xD. damn funny please. and the sec4/5 boys were like very pro. flying sia. tsk. then left for mrt . went with the nut to talk to msW. and the nut is seriously a big idiot. she talked alot of rubbish there. thank goodness msW was matured enought not to listen to her.
went to church immediately. nearly fell aslp on the bus. stoned. talked with wenyi. sickening her. tskkkkkk. sun. 10. lols.
went fellowship. shimin was still as qianda as yesturday. tskkkk. then ate and they had their trio secrets and i stoned. while mum played her game. heyyy. she's the origin of the smartness xD. if i could get some, i bet she can too X:
came home and there was this weird guy from idk which part of the world. asking me weird Q's. then we had a "debate". he started it. was taking a very difficult time trying to understand his english. tskk. i think he doesnt get mine too -.-. he said he got me email add from a msg in msn? -.-? hehhh.
ky: like omgosh. another person to siam. sad sia >.<.
my phone is officialy dead. the hospital has announced it. so sad luh.. at 1st they say SOFTware spoil. then took back for a day and it started hanging. sent it back. then they said it cld be the HARDware spoil -.- then now they say the MOTHERBOARD spoil. -.-'! like LAME. i can have a new phone now. and i dono wat to get. tskk. and if i have a kid, i wld let him/he play com as he/she wants. if she/he manages to get good results =D. okay. that was super random.
