Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
woke at like 10.30 and left hse at like 10.50. reached church at like 11.20? had short talk with huixin aft service. norina is cute = poor thing. xD. wanted to disturb wenyi with bert. she acted though we werent there. >[ so we decided to encourage her to evangelise. and bert and me went talking loads of logics and truths, trying to convince her xP. the very nice ahyi decided to answer us after prompting. with a "huh?" after all we've said. like RWAR!. wenyi : must remember that you are a major factor okay ((: depends on you liaos. xP aft church. ate then listen about the canvas art thing. then went out to wait for bus. tskkkk. went to funland. then went for miko's training. mocha is still so freaking cute. shall upload the picture someday. saw the jueduisuperstar daren. he was smoking -.-. hahs. i tink he was amazed by miko, cos somehow she listened to xuan when she asked her to sit and down. LOL.
went to wisma to get my phone. its the software problem. not my fault then. tskk. now all my songs/videos/pictures/msges + everything else is gone. -.- and left with 230+ mb space for me to use. bought some dimsum from the kopitiam. the siewmai was nice.(: the dumpling too. went home.
tml going kaikai. hw havent touch yet. i wanna grow taller. and i want that "guaikia" virus from ngshhhh to pass to me till i finish my hw. im cutting my fingernails again soon.
