Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
was super pekchek in the morn cos the phone died on me AGAIN. there was a nymph [ baby cockroach] in dad's car. and he asked me to step on it. -.-. and me in my right mind refused. then he got pissed with me -.-!!. bad start of the day. :D:D but dumb ahbian changed my mood with her dumbness. LOL.
eng. did the pronounciation thing again. very idiotic. but entetained. wadeva object(n),obvect(v) is pronounced differently. xD then was chinese. did compo. zhenglaoshi was nice to give us notes (: 930 went for duty. hahs. tried doing the compo downstairs. so alot of words dono how to write. thanks to the pa-ers that helped me FIB. hahs. did and so the handwriting was very messy. messier than usual. then recess. aft htat went back up. finished up the compo. did the invest. speeches was boring as usual. and the GOH was very tall -.- miricle that the rostrum mike can pick up his voice. i nearly fell asleep. and the councillors didnt tell me that there was going to be a tribute for the sec 4's. = another powerpoint. and so i didnt know. naturally i followed the script. and like wth, like an idiot, i closed the curtains and screened up. then ik was opposite doing all kinds of hand signals that i didnt understand. but to me was like : open curtains and screen down. and that was opposite of what the script said. but i listened. so the powerpoint played. after the thing, i asked chingyee why i didnt know that there was a change of script. and she said that it was a surprise. -.- and i went. like zzz. if i dont know then how u all expect me to open the curtain and screen down. and she went ya hor. then she went for the dance. like zzzzzz. quickly packed up then left to meet ahbian and nut, went opp to but bbletea. came back and saw ber. she came over while i was drinking. and somehow i dont know what she did to the straw in my mouth that made it spill some of the drink out. tskk. then let her drink and she said not nice. ber : thanks ar . tskkk. but she was nice to throw rubbish for us when we went on the bus.
on the bus sat behind and fadai-ed. went to sbc. 1st time there. -.-. and i was amused by the birds flyinging inside. lolxs. saw joyce and xinlei. all 3 diff sch supporting diff teams. watched them play and supported. ky was like so man when playing and she kept snatching balls. shirlene was like pro ball snatcher also. diff kind of snatching. ky one is from your hand and snatch. shirlene is you running halfway suddenly ball gone. hahs. siewkoon was so niang in the beginning then so violent lata X: opponent team's 7 kept falling. still have once she was like crying while thowing free throw. anw. anderson played well ((: eunike was the team nanny. xD won them 76-13. hahs. soon went back. the bus had a different smell from the one we there xP. ky : i know you air-ing your "aircons" lo. xD. went opp to eat. accident happened. sawatika's phone is as pathetic as mine xD.
ohya. i heard that my phone [with suhui then] played music twice when in sci lesson. LOL. and its sort one. hahas. hahs. i rmb saying that i want to see ky play ball. and i managed to see it today. xP. maybe god is reading my blog xD. i want to finish my eng hw >.<. and i still want my dreams~~.
