Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
thurs. mrNeo cheated our feelings -.- aft sch went for the sex ed talk. i think our sch councillor is cute. hahs. did the noticeboard. then went to buy eggs with ky/ahbian/sawatika. bought 90. hahs. went ky hse to cook. her nainai is super nice ((: she helped us do most of the stuff X: i found an egg with shit on it. but we washed it. [no worries xP] ahbian bought the herbs thing that she said was enough for 50. in the end was 15. tsk. that's why it was quite bland. had dinner at ky's house. then dad drove us home. thank me xP reached home at about 10? cnt rmb -.-
today. i think nadzi's bro must be quite small too. eunike and i wore her bbro's shirt. thanks nadzi for lending =DD. went down. so blardy warm. then had eng. oral. i was the 1st one. -.- and the 1st Q she asked was " isnt it warm?" LOL.quite okay bah. except for the picture thing. had half an hour of math. no really la. going through paper. bored. did duty. then went down to eat. bought the eggs to try. bland. otherwise not bad =D and i think i swallowed a piece of the shell -.- good thing we washed it 1st xP did for uppersec also. went canteen. dam manypeople= dam squeezy. went to whr reg were and stoned there. some of them had nice voices. some were so ... they wanted the mic to work when they didnt on the mic -.- and some just went on singing when the tchers pressed the bell. lawls. went to eat with ahbian and her badmintonpeople. i think studying at 3/7's classroom is nice. can stare at the garden? when they stoning. good for the eyes. xP. and i saw sth and i asked ahbian to see too. too bad ky not there. toooo baddd. xD. then HSH. went church. create's solo and liveband,and video. we won the video only. i think our liveband is not bad already. as we have not many musicians. and had nice attire =D. congrats to regA for winning. wenyi happy ar. then for the solo. i thought lilin did well. ohwell. congrats to nicholasJR yepp. 2nd =D. then HSH.
dad nvr fails to irritate me while playing com -.- i dont get why i have to off the com so early when its a sat tml. i hope i dont look/feel dumb for the musical. cnt sonyericsson produce the phone faster. rahhh. i forgot what else i want to say. so tata.
