Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
sch was okayy. im happy that my eng oral has not come. im like happy that i failed my maths test with a 4/12. the highest was 6/12. xP. there's a sicko i dont know who that got a full mark. i wonder how he/she does that. i htink i hafta help out with the cooking of the tea egg. ahbian didnt go SBC with me. but ahlin pei-ed me go =D. 1st time with hazel. was late by a few stops. 2nd time with ahlin earlier by a stop. tskkkk. and ahlin came out with a equation that i thought to be quite true -.- luchi + meiquguo = mi lu. [direction senseless + never been there = lost people.] kunyan told us to alight when you've seen a.. -shell. -eton tower -overhead bridge -warehouse most imptly, press the bell when you see the ite and alight.
so we went. we like saw all of them le. just that the shell is caltex. so we just saw the ite and pressed the bell and got off. like two aliens, we walked and crossed the over head bridge. saw the singapore warehouse. so i called ky. she said walk forward. and so we looked in front. it was like the busy street -.- so we diedie tell her that we cnt walk in front. then we walked there. wind blowblowblow. zzz. reached there. and we saw like. 1stly coming out, 3 girls supporting each other. all crying. o.o then some people limping. o.0 lastly, a few girls carrying one girl [i think she's fainted or sth]. then trying to support her out. and the jiaolian was like telling them to hold whr so that the girl wont fall. 0.0 scary -.- then went in. they was about to start. the cheering part. saw ky and her sis. watched AI vs PHS. AI won. congrats eh. btw, AND vs MF. AND won at abut 60sth to 20sth congrats too ((: sad cnt see ><. there will be a next time xD. jy's bro came and sat for a while. 1st time see-ing him though i know of his existence. waved hi and bye to jingying. thn bus-ed back to AMKhub. i enjoyed banging ky head against the glass. xP. we took turns to do so.[ahlin, me and ky's sister] she kept kiao-ing me [ its okay if you cnt understand]. went down in search of food. xinlin saw her sis. or rather , her sis saw ky then she saw xinlin. LOL. this kinda sisters that didnt recognise each other.
i ate tea eggs xP. bought bble tea then went home. smuggled bbletea into mrt station. evt was like fine. i like drank a mouth of the bbletea. then while chewing, i heard the announcement again. -.- zzz. stupid cam. ahlin didnt bring keys . hahas. went home. going to sch by myself tml ): morn duty =D
de sis not coming home tonight. -.- suspended again. de dad is like at the left of me. the mum on the right, ._. guess what they are doing man.
