Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
HAPPY BITHDAY TO PEISHI, zuxianpong ((: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PASTORCASEY ((:
msged them at 12+ cause i changed phone then forgot about time. X:
reached school. walked one big round. then to locker. hahas. okayy. brought pe shirt down. aft assembly then went up again. for tempeature taking. changed and stoned in class before knowing that we were taking temperatue downstaire -.- went down again. then ran arnd the sch. walked with peishi again. i think we ran half a round and walked the rest lo. xP. but not bad liao. running half a round saved us like 5 mins. hahs.
kept on writing over the words on the pamplet. the hand was like.. no energy. so the words suck. which means messy + ugly handwriting. tsk. jiayou ar jiachin (x. was like stoning there.
was late for maths. ans she diao-ed us. ohwell. wrote the thing again. was like stoning again when she went through the idontknow what for the open-ended test. [told ya i was stoning]. then had mental algebra test. they were like zoomzoomzoom. then over le. tskk. the middle part didn't even try luh. ._. ohboy. confirm fail.
didnt bring 2a zuoye. seriously i dont know where it is. was trying to hide and do my 2b. xP. did the beggars thing again.
didnt do the english picture thing. not i dowan do. is i forgot -.- aiya. dont care. half the class was standing behind. hahs. played with suhui while fazhan-ing. then went back to seat.
stayed back in class to do zuoye. doing halfway then mdmHee came in and asked us to get out -.- zzz. was doing our stuff luh. so we went to 2.1 both classes was so blardy hot -.- waited for them to finish them went off. went to pizzahut. filling. then went home.
ahbian dont ps me ar on thurs. tyvm. there is like oral tml. omgosh. pray harder ._. i feel so guaii every morn. xD. ky is very tempting -.- i think this semester, my geog is so gonna suck. boo. and ahbian stop ringing the phone. ky dont try >.< and i dont understand why is tring? not other words. ._. ky was very nice to wrap the present despite he busy schedule xD. ohman. July is starting to suck. X;
