Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIVIAN. <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHENGHUI ((:
sch was per normal. :/ suhui got crazy over the stuffed toy. LOL. reminded me of my cousin i met yest. "sorrwiie corcor" awwww. so cute luhhh. okayy. coming back. aft sch went for napfa. theres a sicko man that kept running for an hou at a constant speed and for an hour. -.- and another older one that keep walking ariund and i suspect that he is trying to show off his 6pack. tskk. rained and stopped. wet the ground. hahs. but the weather was nice =D. my timing sucked. deproved yea. made the shoe + sock + legs and shorts wet luh. tsktsk. made foot, butt prints on the ground. xP then bussed home.
yest. church as usual. then baptism. thanks to ahdin jie for going despite her big tummy =D her third one le and its due nxt month =DD. another aug baby yea =D. thanks to those who wished me jiayou [for i dont know what reason] and those who wished me congrats and shook my hand.=DD. went rehersal. im doing dumb things man . on that day i shall pray that no one recognises me =D.
de mum is beside me trying to teach me do chinese. im having mental block and thus she is spoon feeding me, i dont mind, seriously. hahs. and miko eats chewing gum. -.- i think the fall i had during the sleepover caused my butt to hurt -.- cause my sis's returning home late, led my mum to go sot and check my bag to dig for hw -.-' im still wating for the phone to be released. tskk. i didnt go for rehersal today and im sort of feeling guilty [i think] i just found de old mp3 -.- im going to try and find nice people to help me load song into it. lawls, pe tml.
