Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
had a quiet assembly xD was more interested in looking tat the flyfly thing.
lit sucked. she came in and was damn fierce. we were like laughing at our own stuff. greeting her halfway then cnt control then giggled. then she looked at us with the very fierce expression and asked what. so we were liken nth. she was like fierce all the way. then have once she sudd shout out KEEP QUIET!. tsk. scae me sia. good thing i didnt jump -.- that would be so embarrassing. kept us back for 10 mins. i think she has split personality. X: i still prefer the previous one xD.
ecess is a very impt part of the timetable okayy. sang song for adddiiie during recess. didnt tell us 1st. food was halfway going in then had to pull back and put back on the plate.
as talking about beggars for chinese. the 1st two people doing sharing was like so pro.
i like hist lesson. zuxian and i was like laughing like siiiaaaoo. had to entertain ourself. talked about some disgusting stuff. hahs, always got caught by mrLow. cause of my veryloudlaughter xD but he doesn't do much. he was nice to give us timeout. he was like so cute while giving. made me feel bad for a momment cos i wasnt really paying attention. but ohwell. xD.
aft sch went to makan then bak. didnt do to help. didnt know what to do la X: then went to cca. was ssoooooo bored please. i was practically stoning. no crap went in. die X: nvm. im teamed with 2 dm people. xD. walked to mrt station. then went to find the mum. walked there, called her and went in. felt like a kid again. they treated me like one la. reminded me of the times in YishunPolyclinic. hmm. stoned there. and a nice auntie came and offered me a chocolate xD. benefits of being a kid. xP.
went to fish&co for dinner. spent like $47.75 for a meal with my mum. i feel like a pampered kid now ><. then cabbed then stoned there. 1st one did for 35 mins. then stone somemore. flipped through the paper. then went home.
i want a new phone. those that look nice are not out yet. boos. this is the phone-is-gna-spoil season.
tml having two math test. suck. starestaredreamdreamlooklook.
