Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
did morn duty. i let my junior wait 10mins for me. and he just stood there waiting. i dono if im to laugh or to feel sorry. well at least im not the latest xP. pe is okay. no games till napfa's over. i still cant jump. last tear at least still have the "jump feeling". argh. nvmm. show and tell soon. ohkay.. maths test soooooon. sadddd. im trying to rmb the stuffs. did like pri one phonics. learnt the dictionary language. maths tuition was okay. a little bit boring. plus an annoying guy behind me. and i think my pri one good friend was in the same class, i dont think he recognise me though. he looks exactly like when he was 7 -.-
i think im going to do pathetically for my lit ._. and i realise that i only remembe what i intended to post after i posted. ohkay. nvmm.. this was supposed to be in the previous post. thanks for the 4 bite resulting in 4 orhchehs. -.-
