Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
:D. i think mdmC is unreasonable. slept throughout for english. biandiao was nice to hug. slept till i didnt know when zhenglaoshi came into class and i was still sleeping. ahbian woke me up luh. lols. then he went on his 10min talk on what you-think-is-what-you-are. geog was boring cause i dont understand. left halfway. im so gonna flunk geog. im like skipping every geog lesson. slacked for efl. i guess i am that loud. taught some juniors on whata do for efl. ate in canteen then went for module late. same as yest. being in the same grp winth the person im seeing 6 times a week=so many hrs, is slowly killing me. saw ky aft module. talked with module E tcher. he is nice luh. he said he welcome us to join his class blabla. xP. then went court with her. intended to stay for about 15-20 mins nia. leave at 5.15 but looklookseesee.. then... left at 6. lawl. i feel pathetic. the sec1's are bullying me -.- and the sec2's are helping.[ thanks ar] went home with ahbian.
is baozhen that hard to rmb? why is everyone not calling me by that? zzz o.0 i shall try skipping tml's attire check. xP i think the motorolla is working betta then 3230 for me. tskkkk. but i still want a new phone. lawl.
