Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
yest. went opp for lunch b4 rehersal. eating halfway and mstham walked past. stuff happened and ky: im very sure u blushed xD. had speech day rehesal. didnt set up de stuff cos ic not there. was okay. pretty stressed. neo kept asking me to scold people -.- and curtains are that slow okay. not like i can do anything about it. and mrsA was like ... BAOZHEN!!(over the mike-.-) u must open de curtains completely. like..wth? i was talking my own crap and she said/shouted. like who dono dat de curtains have to open completely -.-. tskk. it was supposing to be frm 3-6. and it ended arnd 6.40. cos of dono-how-many tchers giving comments. and thanks ah a-duey for ur script and sry for making it so kiamchai.
today. no p.e. like yay. :DD. sleep. sci was okay. math was boring as usual. waited for ahbian aft sch. idoit. made me wait so long on an empty stomach. and bert take care ar. went np for lunch. saw xuan, long, motherfishy and jasmine? and smone hiding behind de pillar. went to ljs and saw peggy. i still think she somehow looks like peishi. esp skin colour. de 2 angmohs.:X. although ahbian dont agree. went to ahbian's hse. supposingly to do hw. didnt really. she played comp while i slept. hahas. ahbian rm condusive for zzz. esp aft de repainting. went home at 6.
tml there is rehersal. and efl performance. stress -.- ohman. curtains dont u dare screw up. leaving class at 11.10. yay. skip geog. cdancers play cheat. dey can go at 10.40. like unfair >[.
ohya. eng and geog holiday hw suck pls. i havent do yet. sucks :X. and i was like thinking. speech day everyyear almost the same one. so boring. should have more entertainment, like introdcing sports cca people to do some kind of stunts. xP. like basketball do those nice nice moves. xP. and soccer like kicking the ball. sth like that la. should be more entertaining . hahs.
de dad and mum will go like ~!@#$%^&* if they see me on de com. and me not asking bout de tuition. dont care. xuan not even not home yet. and i think its tuition. tml speechday rehersal till 7.30. -.-/ so not going to g12. cos i have this little feeling that they will release late. and fri not going hof also.
