Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
yest. was woken from 2 of my vey nice/weird dream. saw people in my dream. hahas. shallnt say who -.- den went to sentosa. went to underwater world first. hahas. was nice and fun. took many pictures. stupid can. -.- pictures lata.
den went for lunch. then to images of singapore. took many spastic pictures againnn. well. out with de family. means with xuan. xuan = take pictures. okay. lame.
then went to play de luge and skyride. hahas. bought de tickets twice seperately. $50. lols. was funnn. this thurs must play xP. went down by de luge den up by skyride. mother was so terrified on de skyride. and it was LOL. xuan and me kept some sort of shaking de thing. and he hands were like grabbing de pole very hardly. LOL. and she didnt sit properly. xD. its was very funny.
then we went for songs of the sea. sat at the second row. was quite cool. spitting fire and water. could feel de heat and water vapour. hahas. went for dinner. then went home.