Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
woke up at 9+ then went out to mrtstation. met with jl, nor and g. then went took bus to ytss. reached there then met up with xuan. thanks ar jl for the coupons. reached there and called ling. stupid her took so long to pick up the phone. saw some andersonians and some of the ex-cps people. then ling came and left. walked arnd. found long's sister also. i heard from long/xuan that the pirate ship can hold 32 people. but in the end it was a kinna one. looks more like 32 cm/m la. LOL. then went to play game. "meteorite" long queue. but cut queue by joining ling and friends xP. ohhkayyy. i forgot you friends names liao. er. have sharon, duck, jessicca [and some i cnt rmb now] went in with them [only g didnt play] de anquancuoshi [security messures] was like.. er. one metal chain that moves up and down. okay, dont understand nvm [cos i dont also] took pictures but.. may have to borrow xuan's phone. played that only. aft coming down, xuan sat down then went to toilet. lols. she went in 1st. aft a while still havent come out. so jl went in and both of them didnt come out. so g went in. same thing happened. so i went in. saw them. i tink jl and xuan puked or sth. LOL. a while then came out. cont walking. bought candy floss and walked arnd. blardy hot weather. went to get baloons. i tink they like me more than long and xuan xDD. cos i went there, asked and got it. the both of them took so long to get theirs. hahs. than xuan tried to sell the extra coupons :X. managed to get back $10. then bought snacks with the rest. soon went sunplaza to eat then trained+ bussed to scgs. finals. played. it over. like so many fouls la. walk so many steps still nvm -.-
then bussed back to yishun. talked very long b4 going to eat. ate at 925. then went to 213. xuan say want teach me ball. [ like ROFLOL. sudd so nice, wanna teach me this hopeless case :X] but there was like so many people. so xuan, meow and i just sat there and stoned for quite a while b4 deciding to go back. went to de roadside there to wait. waited for dam long cos xuan was lazy and didnt want to walk to the main road. so we sat by the road side stoning for a vey long time with no cabs stopping -.-. than xuan on-ed her phone's songs. BMX. LOL. bz, meow, xuan. hahas. soon got a cab and three stinking people got on it. sent meow home then went home.
