Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
wed. had infocomm day camp. p.a. side only me and kang heng go only la. zzz. learnt how to coil wire. LOL. wad clockwise, anti-clockwise de. then taught how to use de sound board. lols. den tested de sec2. which only had me and kangheng -.- so kangheng went 1st. he obviously knew how to use la. den ikmaliah asked me if i knew how to do wad kh did. LOL. so..yes.. hahas. den was de laptop. test sec2 again -.- so my turn. tried la. but cnt. den ikmaliah said dat de wire had a prob. so went up. but still cnt. so ikmaliah tried. also cnt. den in de end behind de switch not switched on. cheat my feelings sia -.- anw i also nvr do b4 lohs. xP. cos evt t.a will set up liao. and ik asked if he was my father. LOL. dont care la. den de d.m people came. so dey played capt ball. was quite lame. cos only a few was really playing. me and kh just sat upstairs looking.
aft lunch, only de p.a means w/o sec1s. we went to avt 1st. cause have air-con. was supp to learn de system there. Didn’t care la. entertained by Eugene. hahas. then went to inspire town. more entertainment. and somehow pillowfight occured. haaas. i just sat there and laugh la. loll. imagine de scene where de sec3s and a sec5 throw pillows at each other. XD
thurs. this tym even betta. i was de only freaking sec2 p.a. grreeeeeaaaaaaatttt. so slacked la. then Sarah asked me to go find her. was supp to fill water bombs with her and Audrey. LOL. got wet. tskk. and i cmi at tying of de plastic bags. went bak. control room doing spring cleaning. LOL. den helped to bring de water bombs to de control room :X. den sort of helped with cleaning de wire with Sarah. hahas. and she picked de one with de most knots. HAHAS. den went for second round of de water bomb filling-it-up-with water thing. this time was quieter. >>>fast forward>>> had lunch then went back. actually wanted to go conrtol oom but mjrchong was there. so.. went to mac lab. sort of played com. mini clips. well. i was bored. and de bee thingi game was cute xD. then went down. waited for Gang Hao to come back b4 playing with de bombs. ohya. around that time Eugene and Yesiang came. they tried to play "whistle game". was supp to make us run. but we... lazy la. so found a sec3 to stick with. haas. made Jialin pissed though. den listened to them crap entertain. and they said sth bout closing p.a down cause we only had 4 pathetic sec2s. and 2 of us were more active. geees. and some facts bout de sch and de history. den soon de bombing started. i helped liwen aka "ganghao's whistle" keep her stuff. as i had no intention of getting wet. threw here threw there. ran here ran there. i dont know how many times i used de stairs in font of de g.o. hahas. de gals kept standing in front of de g.o. too. hahas. and that sickening xiaobaizhanji threw a bomb at me. de shorts got it only. and i went like @#$%^&* at him .xP. told him not to liaoooo. in de end president came back. he got soaked by de pail. xD. many people got it la. the pail. hahas. and de last few minutes, he said dat whoever dat was dry wld have to do 10 pumping. hahas. and anw cut short, de sec1 gals got a little wet la. and Liwen was very nice to volunteer to do de pumping for mi :DDDDDDD. she was sort of or rather very wet liao. haaaas. then went back to macs lab. learnt that keeping other people's valuables is very useful =D. then went to control room. waited for mr lim till 5.30 b4 he came. like wth. was supp to released at 5. den debrief. waited for stef and rebecca. anw it was 6 when i was on de train even b4 it reached khatib. and i went home and choinged out of hse by 6.30. hahas. and de liquid on de head dono was sweat or not yet dry. lols.
Exemplify this year was more interesting. hahas. rmbed last yr's. sleep, talk, play. and de cycle continues. this year's at least i sorta listened. maybe coz i sat like de third row from de front? hahas.
and i wanna go to sentosa. and mannyyyy movies to watch. not to mention bout de untouched hw )))):
