Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
was fadai-ing this morn at assembly. till ky went " ahbao ah bao ahbao !!" heh. stupid kunyan. and she got caught for her hair again. tis time nut also. she sway la. mdmC vry the funny lahs. ky hair is pop up one so above eyebrow. den she ask her to press down then see if it touched de brows. dne behind also catch. aiya. too bad la. she loves ky too much. den while going up we were like saying why SomE uppersec people dont get caught for theirs. which were much longer. hahs. and i was imaginating how they wld look if they clipped/cut their hair/fringe. failed attempt.
maths. mdm hee late cos of de hair thing. did another test. im starting to not like the 3 Ms. siansiansian.
art. mrskamal was late. as usual :X. so sat at the side, near de railing. looked at the fish there and fadai-ed. nice spot seh -.- did nth much for art. slacked and slept. tcher didnt catch xP.
dnt was sian. drew de drawing. ky earned a dollar there. LOL.
then went back class. looked at class photo. and omtian. my hair was like so messy -.- siansiansiansiansian. ohwellllllll..
did math test during cme. ended at 1.30++. aft locker = 1.45. aft waiting for the nut = 1.55. and de invest starts at like 2? lols. dont care. went lunch den bought bble tea back., and ahbian was slowslowslowslow. talk to u can puke blood !. even ahpei cld understand though she doesnt know much. saw ky and de bballers walk past. and kunyanlee i hate u can. superduper bad influence !! anw teach people. now all de bball people calling me ahbao. like RWAR!!. even de juniors like lakha, siew koon. and sec2, jowye stc. stupid kunyanlee.
did invest. cheat my feeling. ask me do curtains and screen. den dont need. -.-. make me sweat and stink there. rwar. den soon went home. and reg says i look like eunike. and a sports person dat can run, swim and play bball very well. LOL. looks are deceiving. my sports arent as good as she says xD.
speech day tml. zzz. so fast la. and my holi hw not done yet. siansiansian. and i hope my phone will revive man. oh god. save the phone -.-
