Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
todayyy. woke up late. supposed to meet at like 7.50 but woke up at 8+ wendy's a rzone leader =D aft church den went for kfc. hahas. fun eating with many many people =D. aft that ahma left and de rest went to AMK. laoma don cry okayyy ((: met ky at ntucEXTRA. and like wow she wasnt late. LOL. went in to pei them to search for food? did dumb things. shall not elaborate. saw a v shuaii person xD quite obvious dat she was a . u noe. so we kept looking over cos her hair v cool. xD then she sot of saw us so she also kept looking bak. and accoding to ky, she kissed her. which was her . u noe. hahas.ky: must be she jealous la. thought u looking at her. u noe. xD.
and i agree with wad ahbian say.
its okay to admire people xD.
hahas.left at arnd 4.50 going to 5. bought "tissue" then went to sch. walkwalkwalk. i've concluded dat if wanna walk with ky and nut, nidda wear shoes. went opp to buy drink 1st den went back. reached there and it was like packed. searched for 4 seats. den found and sat. ky got de jackpot seat. LOL. den de concert was quite okay la. saw another shuai person. lols. but de previous one was shuai-er. nut and ky tou shuied for a while. and i pai dao xD. and ky saw people playing soccer downstairs. so we went over. and i found a small soccer ball there. lols. so play la. kicked it. ky kicked bak. and once, i kicked, i think hit an angle, so it went "sai-ek" and hit viting. dam ps la -.-. so 1st reaction - siam. hahas. so we looked in another direction, taking peeks bak. and realised dat viting was trying to return de ball. freaking ps. okayy. anw nut went bak to "claim" de ball. thanks ar. and sorry to viting. LOL.then it ended at 8+. so went to eat at AMKhub. wanted to eat macs. filled with people. so went arnd. and nut/bian had to remind me that i was with 3 broke / trying to save $ people. so went to food court. saw de 2nd shuai person again -,-. and she was like partuo-ing. hahas. den went to makan. nut got so ji dong. soon left. and she was still there. ky was like saying dat they yi ren yi kou dats why so long. xD. hahas. soon went home. reached at 10+. hahhhs.
