Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
1. Start Time : 10.17pm 2. Name : chia BAOZHEN 3. Nickname : cbz ((: [de only official one] 4. Astrology sign : leo 5. Gender : female 6. Hair color : black/dark brown 7. Eye color : brownish-black 8. Height : dat is very sensitive 9. Favorite color : orange, green, black and white ((: 1o. Glasses : a pair of spects 11. Tattoos : nahhh. 12. Birthplace : kk hospital 13. Area code : dats a vey good Q. 14. TRUE friends : many many.
HAVE YOU EVER 15. Cut your own hair? when i was a kid? 16. Done something in the past regret? er. sort of bahs. 17. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? how would i know? o.0 18. Skipped school? hey. im guaii. (: 19. Bungee jumped? er. dreamt of . xD 2o. Punched someone? for fun. yahh. 21. Cheated on someone? er. no? 22. Been arrested? nopes. 23. Broken into someones house? nv tried. 24. Been to a funeral? yepp. 25. Used a lighter? er. i think so.
FAVOURITE 26. Season : in spore there is nt much choice uh. 27. Ice cream flavor : chocolate etc. 28. School subject(s) : er. de only periods i look forward to are recess and dismissal. 29. Candy : nerds rope (((: 3o. Breakfast : dont norm take bkfasts. 31. Juice : er. watermelon? lols. 32. Book(s) : supposingly, the bible? hahs. dont really have la. 33. Movie(s) : too many to list. 34. Song(s) : for now, none. 35. Letter(s) : c, b, z ? 36. Favorite fast food restaurant : all are fine 37. Disney Princess : er. i have a difficulty differciating them -.- 38. TV station : kids central xD 39. Name for a son : nvr thought of it -.- 4o. Name for a daughter : same as above.
DO YOU PREFER 41. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate 42. Alcoholic or not? for now, no. 43. Scary movies or comedies? i think im supp to choose comedies. but both are fine =D. 44. Short or long hair? no preference (: 45. Croutons or bacon bits? er. okok la.
FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND 46. Mexicans in general : de doudou? [beans] 47. School : allowance -.- 48. Grass : greeeeeen 49. Cow : xinlin xD 5o. Canada : stupid bertrice went to korea. >[ 51. Mouse : sean tan. lols. 52. Hands : nails.
THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU 53. Watched a movie? i wanna watch shrek 3 -.- 54. Talked on the phone? yahh. 55. Cried? dont think so 56. Choked? dont think so. 57. Drank a glass of water? -.- no la. cup of water 58. Done Drugs? *halo brightens ((: 59. Read a book or magazine? yepp. 6o. Watched TV? daily. 61. Looked in the mirror? yepp. 62. Taken a shower? duhhh-.- 63. Taken a picture? yepp. at de camp =D 64. Listened to music? yah. 65. Kissed someone? eh. no. 66. Told someone you liked them? eh. another no 67. End time : 10.57pm i took my time =D.
