Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
okay. long time no blog -.-. my phone died on me on sat and i dont like it. sch reopened. i dont mind :D. and in fact i was looking forward to it. hahs. except for de handing in hw part. i miss the allowance la. wanted to buy phone today. but dont have. saw this very cool w960i. LOl. not in spore yet. waiting. boos.
went for sleepover on fri. brought like 3 bags -.- in de end only like hugged de sleeping bag. went for hof. movies special. didnt get de movie. as usual. church's movies are always chim . only one i get is facing de giants which i watched 3 times. de movie was freaking long. aft that, went to precious 4. waited for food there and watched happy feet. i was watching from de glass. hahs. means evt is leftside right. okay. i dont get wad im saying also. nvm~. then went out for supper. hahs. nice :D. then stoned arnd. played some games. i enjoyed shouting " JERRY!! UNCLE JERRY!!" till my throat hurts. okok. make short. hazel is an idiot and i dont like her. so much for de " lets bring hw and not sleep then ton there". made my bag heavier. dexter we saw u sleeping during jerry's prayer. tskk. bad kid. went home and slept all the way to 1.15. missed de bus and had to make our own way there. anw. my mum found a bird (god knows what breed is that). its beak is like crooked. went to de night safari. lols. wong long was like a kid. tskk. anw. before we left, de bird flew away. lol.
