Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
did morn duty today. i likkkkke. cos have aircon and i feel tall cos i can see eveyone from there. xD. mjrChong scare us by holding onto de mic. -.- we tot someone stole our only mic. -.- den had chinese. watched video. boring. den eng. did de oral stuf again. +boring. den recess. then went bak fo 1/2hr free period of sci den went to hall. control rm not opened. so went to canteen. hahas. uppersec having recess. stoned there while reg ate. den went up. set up stuff. dm people were there. for i dono wad reason. i know. u all wanna skip lesson. tskkk. den took a looooonnnng time to set up. finally got ready when EFL started. and ohya. left class with de cdancers. hahas. aft that had break den another round. during break, went opp. :D:D:D bought bbletea and went to coffee shop. ganghao's food was slow.
and when finallyde food came, uncle : sry its so long. cos de auntie cant find u. ganghao : nvm. uncle : i told her to find de most handsome guy here. and she said she cldnt find.
LOL. we burst out laughing saw ky, eunike, naomi and lakha(?) augustine said they look like sec 4 o.0. heh. aft that went bak bbletea shop and saw ky. hahas. ky's hair is fun to mess. aft that went with them to change and see them train. saw ber. so pei her. :D. stonestone.
went up to see if it had started.
not yet. i rather stone downstairs. so.. went down.
stone somemore. till i saw 8 missed calls den went up. rehersal again. and jialin was weird. tskkk. de curtains were slow cos i cnt hear de drama people talking. till gh walkie-talkie-ed to jl den i open. ps ar. soon ended. packed up. gh is lan de lo. he brought de remote control up and tried to off de aircon. we went up aft some discussion. he asked how to see if its off. den anngie went over to near de wall there de remote and offed de aircon. reg and me laughed like mad. on the verge of hugging de wall man. xD. had dinner opp den went home. reached home at 7.40 cos today ended early. so went g12. late again. ohwell. dono if fri can go anot. i bet i'll stink man. xP.
tml have council invest. wapiang. means work like 4 out of 5 days. ends aft 5/6. means im at sch for like so long. and fri sch ends at 10.10. and im released at like.. 7.30? and i have this little feeling that it will end late. will ty to choing down for hof. zzz.
happy day :D:D:D dont ask. i wont say xP.
replies to tagg phylis soon =D. twin try lo, hehes. dont really feel like going also. reg good thing she doesnt know me xP. ruimin hahas. of course rmb=D. okay. soon. jinlong zibi la. xP and no baobao's here okay. =D. nut lazy say lazy la. push blame to valerie. tskk. suhui hahas. u people were still late xP. claire hahas. yep. too bad u werent there. xD. phylis i wld actually prefer cbz or sth like that u know >.<
