Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
went to sch with only pencil box in my bag cos we only attending eng. and its supp to be reading period. in the end we did exposition compo. rwar. i don't like sitting near chaihao. his compo so long sia. see liao made me like zibei once again. anw thanks ar, for letting me peek at de model essay ((:
then went to do survey. enjoyed the air-con. then went to court. needed to wait till11 then go to cca meeting. ate stuff. xinlin did preston. ky and eunike played ball. its like so blardy sunny la. my eyes were half open nia. dont get how they aim for the ring.
went for meeting. ok la. enjoyed the air con again. talking about competition.
aft that then went to court again. choinged preston too. proud to say that i finished the book :DDD. and i didnt really copy the answers. :D then left for stadium.
eached there and de 2/2'ers were tying to put up the flag. and the string was with xinlin. so they used ties and scotchtapes etc 1st. lols. aft putting up liao then they said to put the flag at the other side of the stadium. so brought it over. then needed nore string. called wangzhe to bring shoelaces over. but she took 7858122 years to. and she repeatedly didnt hea me, so she kept askin who i was. so i started saying, then shouting and finally screaming -.- everyone there knew my name.
then went back to cheer. and when milo could be redeemed, people flocked there. and we were sayong that they nvr drink milo before like that. lols. and chaihao is nice. he brought a tray and returned with a tray of milo then he shared. seeeee. such a nice vice-chairman where to find?. xD and we had food frm the IFE week. so there was food and drinks. then chingyee came over to help us throw rubbish. seeeeee. conclusion : such nice classmates making up such a nice class, whr to find? xD then an aound cheering. hahas. very high then. pulled ahbian here and there xP and walked arnd with taima. took random pics.
watched the telematches. V FUNNY xD. jump jump jump xP then have people falling here and there. 2/2 won for lower sec =D.
and 2/2 won for overall. SO 2/2 IS DEFENDING CLASS CHAPION =DD. congrats people. too bad we didnt win for class flag. screamed when they announced the results for champ class. throat pain now -.- took class and group photos.
then was super ps. ky should know why >.< ky : dont anyhow say okay. i bu xi huan ta. i only think that ta you chio+shuai+cool xP made me ps la. -.-
went home then went to church, told laopo bout my ps thing and made her jealous. dalaopo : bleahs. u wan u take yourself xD i have distributor rights xP er. ahma and claire takecare ar. lols. i still have so many maths thing to do. sadded -.-
