Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
sat. went with my dog for injection and blood test. sso poor thing la she. )): then went khatib there. played pingpong for a while. den bring Miko go walkwalk. and found regB outreach place -.- so went there a while. then went bak. soon ling came. went to watch movie with ling and gary. watched pirates 3. hahas. 2.5 h sia. watched till 12+ den end. then went home. slept at 2+
sun. went for morn service. means i woke up at 6+. sry i was late ar >.< de sermon was quite okay la. but still nearly slept cos tired ma, then went to alpha then Rzone. knew mrRou, mrsRou and the triplets xD. people should know, then went to LJS. ate then tried choinging tbws. did till 30 nia. then went home to file. my file was still blardy thin though >.< ohwell.
today. met ahbian early in de morn. my maid was arghhhh. ahbian should know. -.- and she was late. tsskk always crawl to mrt station de. then went to sch with a very heavy bag, containing my dam heavy mathtb which i dono why i brought it -.- during the lesson, kuku told me some things dat made me feel warmer in the vey suffucating 2/1 classroom. *no offense but it was really warm. ohya. ky, wad u told me this morn i forgot again. >.<. zai shuo yi ci -.- xP. okay ar =D then went to hub for lunch . met nice people ((: walked arnd. i have like so many things i wanna buy, peishi and zuxian went home 1st. and de rest came to my hse. ahlin dam farnie. let miko out and de 1st thing she did was to choing ahlin. and she who was sitting on de sofa so far away screamed. LOL. funny. in short. miko likes ahlin and she still dont like ky. hahas. kuku sad la. xP. played audi. more of ahlin and kuku playing la. they stayed till 7++ then leave. window shopping. lols
