Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
rwarr. i dont like blogger la. typed a long post and it disappeared. dont wanna retype >.<
last night had slight fever. so slept at 9.30 lols. dint process much of the geog.
felt okay when i woke up. so went to sch. reached sch den went over to choing last min geog with pei zuxian and bian den tou yun again. rwarr so rested den went down for assembly. hahas. kuku and zuxian didnt bring tie.
aft all de exams den went to j8 with ahgong. walked arnd for a while b4 dasao came. xD den ahma came. aft laoda's much doodle on de displayshelf. went to walk arnd. with dat heavy bag of mine. and saw ganghao with many girls at Macs. den ahbian called tying to make me jealous. RWARRR. and she 's baddd. humphh. BIAN LIAO LAAA. )): and taima didnt want to pick up my calls. bad people. and aft walking manymany ounds, we decided to go to MOS. waited for seats. den finally got one and taima came. they ate den went to walk arnd for a while. den came back again. tis tym there was a very noisy+inconsiderate couple behind us keep knocking against de backrest. annoying la. kept doing those er tong bu yi stuff. tskk. den soon left for home.
conclusion. I DONT LIKE AHBIAN!. )): and people jiayou fo tml's maths paper =D.
