Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
rwar. there was supp to be another post b4 this. ohwell. thnx again ar blogger -.-.
weds. holi xD. so went to ber hse. fun la. her dog - coco. lols. hyperactive. hahas. people should know.
thurs and fri. post exam activities. waste of time if ya ask me. watched movies and stoned there. played capt ball. funn ((: had cyber wellness stuff. okok la. except for de heavy rain aft de activity. police talk - lalalalas. leadership. didnt get it xP
sat. no games so was outreach. becoz of some reasons so was very late. reached there and they left. 407. hahas, didnt look like part of yishun though. WALKED to khatib. hahas. by the great idea of de mum. went to gary's hse opp dat tabletennis table to play. hahas. enjoyed looking at my mum to picking up de ball. played for a while then a group of kids came. all pros -.- luckily i was smart not to play with them. if not sure malu myself de xP. aft thad then went to northpoint for a while then went home.
sun. h-11. didnt act. but helped to litter-.- threw crushed-into-balls newspapers. had some games. we won evt except for de drama. lols. im not going to eat potatoes for quite a long time le xP LOL. went to choochye's there for lunch. only my mum ate though. then went back to church. den took bus bak and went home. went to ahgong hse. den played table tennis again. got bitten by many mosquitoes. rwar. went home earlier.
