Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
firstly wanna say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERNEST NAH. :D
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twin hahas. exam over le. wheeeets xD. so fattenning also >.<. claire lols. you're whose de fav song?. hahas. i love you too. lols. seeya soooon~ xP ernest LOL. it;s okay. cos i dono who im talking about also. xD. happy birthday, birthday boy :DD. vivian VIVIAN. i very depressed. >.< peishi hahas. yay. exams are over~. xP.
had HomeEc todayy. okkayyy lahs. cause i studied a little bit nia. and i found de book at *pm de previous night at which people had finished mugging for it -.- dont care le la. EXAMS ARE OVER~!
went to find ber aft de paper. den went to AMKhub. filledwith andersonians as usual. hahas. pei ahber to eat macs. like go macs everyday aft exams sia. nvm de last tym liao. hahs. den ate very very slowly.. people came people left. walked arnd. den went to j8. zouzou agn. den watched 200pounds beauty. de movie was okay. ohya. did 2 stupid things today. 1) today have exam and bz didnt bing her pencilbox -.- thnx to zuxian, ahbian for their black pen ans thnx to laoda for her liquid paper. THANK YOU PEOPLE =D 2) bz spilled her half-filled sprite on the carpet of de cinema-.- and i dont know how it fell out of that hole also. thnk god dat it happened when de movie ended.
went to mos. err. sat there for a while b4 going to walk again. den went to basement to hunt for food. bought oldchangkee and went up and sat down to eat and talk.
my butt thought of many things. hehhs. think till very far sia. and many more Qmarks floating arnd. nvm~.
went home soon. tml going to ahbe hse. hahas. since last yr sia. xP.