Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
woke up not v early. my dad woke up at 6.45 luh. hehs. made me reach sch at 7.15 liddat. so decided not to go up.
had mass workout. not v high. lols. cos bz the great didnt imitate her. hahas. bz still wants her reputation de okay~ xD and as usual, kajiaoed ky. and this tym, she actually screamed. xDDD. like the 1st tym i hear her scream like that. LOL. kept on disturbing her coz of that.
then was eng. finished up preston which she didnt even check. exchanged storybook which i borrowed from ahma. dam farnie luh. she came walkin to check our books. she read the back part luh. and when it was zuxian's turn, i kept laughing. cos it had some sexual content. xD. then she asked zuxian if her bro knows that she reads this kind of books. and zuxian shook then nodded her head. then i was like LOL. and she asked me why i was laughing xD. supprisingly, she let us off on time. made me thought that it was still lesson time when it was recess. hahas. but its still a good thing =D
chi. went to locker to take tb. watched video. this time is cartoon the. not bad luh. quite interesting. but tcher say hab too many disc, cnt watch finish the. he nvr fail to let me wonder how he rmbs all the historic things sia.
did the shaping thing for art agn. boring. cos dont know what to shape. hmm. so i just anyhow play with the "shit" lohs.
mrswong didnt come for sci. went to oilet with taima and ahgong . ahgong so faernie. she was at the water cooler then she saw HER. so she choping into the toilet and into the cubicle. we were like laughing and ahgong was like saying. what if she come in huh?. die. LOL. slacked in class after that. went to locker. and they choinged goeg aft that. and i didnt bring. boo. hand in on mon. anw haben finish also >.< played ji-gou-par wif ahgong and nut aft that. and nut claims that i cheated -.-. i dont need to cheat okes xD.
ate in canteen. waited for nut a while coz her phone got confiscated as it rang during eng xD. i left 1st as she took so long. went home. found out that my maid wasnt at home and i didnt have keys. so i sat outside the apartment for 15mins. pathetic luh. hehs. read lit bk then. hahas. i like my new sofa. very nice to zzz =D.
went for tuition. hahas. it was at 4.30 but i woke up at 4, and i hadnt bathe yet, but bz wasnt late. hohoho. bz the choinger xD. tuition was boring as usual, and i still hate graphs. ><.
went to church. finally i rmbered to bring ahma's towel, she didnt want it. hehz. cos hse no bag. so i bring for her tomolo lohs. she just enjoys bullying me ><.
sat tgt. high for a while then kept quiet. thinking bout things. hahs. and they say i angry . keep on asdkin me to talk. hahs. baozhen talk u all say noisy. baozhen never talk u all say weird. rwarrrr. so mafan. don care xP.
went to 848 for fellowship. hahas. laoma and her lame riddles xD lols. and that lady ar. made xuan pissed. haas. nth much luh. went home soon aft.
jiayou rzone for tml de rounders. and regD tml's mathch against B. hehs. :/
