Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
homeEc. did a timetable? then did muffins. not bad luh. only some of it the bottom a little bit chao da>.< still nice okes? xD.
sci. had spa test. did wrongly luh.hehs. last 5 min den realised. then choinged to redo evt. hehs. so all dam messy. lols. retta than nth la hor. and my final ans is the same as peishi xD.
went to chi lesson late. dint do much. shared lame and racist jokes while waiting for rest of the class to return. did some weird reporting stuff which we haben present yet. lols.
did geog for ipw. a while nia den slack ler. ahgong wrote letter bak to ahma. sounds so wrong? diff ahgong to another ahma.? aiya nvm. >.<
ate opp. hahas. eva seen a red tree? xDxD. then when i left the table, sth ps happened. dowan say . finished a bottle of water in arnd 5 mins due to it. >.<. nvmnvm.
went to maths remedial. beause of zuxian's slpyness, de choco flew away.
aft remedial, ahbian came to my hse. i know that she loves miko xD. left at 5-6+ ? lols. dont rmb. im supp to be choinging my e20-21. ohwell. >.<
