Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
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yest de sch was okay luh. yanning wanna quit infocomm. rwarr. cnt believe it luh >.<. then did duty with her and krystal, kevin and daryn anw. aft sch went to watch and supp de B-girls match with rgs. b-girls were dam cool laaaa. cnt stand it luhhhh xDDD. anw, there were lots of fouls by both teams. but i still think de opponent is dirtier. tskk. will hug people de lohs. followed the yck bus bak. supported the last game. lols. not bad luh. 2nd =D. then choinged home. to bathe. then waited for the rain to be not as heavy then leave the hse. dats why so late. >.<. asked aunty to walk me to mrt station. so that i wont fall down half way and i wont need to carry umbrella. LOL. went to 848 to find them. then went to taima de hse. kena bullied agn la. tskkk. they 2 baka hao lde lohs!. humph. then went for g12 then went home.